一、我感觉现在所有人都不关心我开不开心，而是只看我有没有用。
I feel that now all people do not care about whether I am happy or not, but only to see whether I have.
二、现在的我想成为任何人，除了我自己。
I want to be anyone but myself now.
三、大家都是成年人了，那些委屈和心酸自己吞进肚子里消化掉就行了，难道你还想着有谁会来哄你吗？
We are adults, those grievances and sad oneself swallowed into the stomach digestion off the line, do you still think who will coax you?
四、我曾经也想做一个善解人意的人，可长大后才发现自己的善解人意，会被别人当成理所应当，简单点来说就是“委屈我自己，让别人开心”。
I used to want to be a considerate person, but when I grew up, I found that my understanding would be taken for granted by others, which simply means "wronged myself to make others happy".
五、你问我现在为何总是沉默寡言，那是因为曾经的我对别人说了心里话，可是别人却说我矫情不懂事。
You ask me now why always silent, it is because once I said to others from the heart, but others said I melodramatic not sensible.
六、现在的我表现得对任何事情都不感兴趣，也不想得到什么，那是因为我好像从来都没有得到我想要的。
Now I act like I'm not interested in anything and don't want anything because I never seem to get what I want.
七、小时候我只知道太阳不能直视，眼睛会痛，长大后我才知道原来人心也不能直视，因为你的心会痛。
When I was a child, I only know that the sun can not look straight, eyes will hurt, grow up to know that the original heart can not look straight, because your heart will hurt.
八、现在的状态是不甘心，可是又不知道怎么努力，所以陷入了无限的迷茫中。
The current state is not willing to, but do not know how to work hard, so trapped in infinite confusion.
九、现在的我总是控制自己不对一个人或者一个东西、一个地方产生感情，因为我太害怕被抛弃的感觉了。
Now I always control themselves not to have feelings for a person or a thing, a place, because I am too afraid of feeling abandoned.
十、现在的我学会不去期待任何人和事，我想或许这样就不会失望了吧。
Now I learn not to expect anyone and things, I think maybe this will not be disappointed.
十一、虽然这一辈子我都不会忘记你了，但是我会记得离你远点。
Although this life I will not forget you, but I will remember to stay away from you.
十二、因为没有人喜欢不开心的人，所以才导致不开心的人越来越不开心。
Because no one likes unhappy people, unhappy people become more and more unhappy.
十三、每到深夜，躺在床上的时候，就会很丧，觉得自己好像什么都做不好。
Every night, lying in bed, will be very sad, feel as if they do not do well.
十四、有时候哭得喘不过气来的时候，会突然想明白一些事情。
Sometimes cry out of breath, will suddenly want to understand something.
十五、那些突如其来的丧，一般都是平时的不开心突然都涌上了心头爆发出来，还可能会被放大很多倍，我就是不快乐啊，我有什么办法。
Those sudden loss, generally is usually not happy suddenly welled up in the heart to burst out, but also may be magnified many times, I am not happy ah, What do I have.
十六、这糟糕的生活和糟糕的我真是绝配。
This bad life is a perfect match for the bad me.
